Because the
only thing that I can see in front of me is: College. I think that it is time
for you to know about my story\history with Mathematics.
Once upon a
time Mathematics and I were very happy with each other. Since the first number
that she showed to me until the first equation - It was like love at first
sight
During my
“first cycle” we were like best friends – I loved her and she loved me, I loved
studying her and so did she love being studied by me. Our relationship
continued until my “second cycle”, our love was growing and growing… And until
my 8th grade math was my “study girlfriend”.
However our
relationship isn’t like a fairytale, it’s more like a horror story! Sadly I
changed schools and I came to ESJGF. And
math’s and I realized that our good relationship had come to an end. I don’t
know what went wrong… The only thing that I know is that my grades started to
get worse and I didn’t feel motivated I have the impression that changing
schools was also a major factor due to the teaching style and the attention
given to the different students in classroom…
Still I
thought that I could give her a chance so I went into Economy (where mathematics
is one of the specific disciplines)… But I was wrong!! Since the tenth grade
that I fight against the notes under ten – but it is hard! I´m feeling
frustrated because, particularly this year, I spend hours studying although I
cannot see the reward of my effort… And there is one exam right in front of me
and I’m afraid to fail…
As you can
see, I am in bad situation but I hope to get through this and won’t need to
stay one more year again at school to do my dear mathematics… She gave me my
first heartbreak! L
After all of
this, as you can imagine, our relationship will never be the same. I don’t hate
her, I just don’t get her.
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